UUUUGH and the hits keep on coming, as last night I decided to have an anxiety attack instead of sleep. But I guess it's sort of a good thing I did, because it motivated me to see a doctor and now I know that antidepressants can be damn cheap these days, thank ALL THE GODS. I'd rather not have to be on meds, but I need them and I know it. "Nervous wreck" is not a highly desirable state to be in. When the going gets tough, the tough get the pretty pink pills!