thinking so won't make it go away

In the hopes of lessening my anxiety over tomorrow's episode, I'm watching all the CSI episodes I have on tape: Who Are You, Stalker, and Grave Danger. Anyone who's familiar with the show will see a pattern here. In the event that it is my guy who took the bullet, I'm watching all the ones where he was in a close call and survived. However, The Picture at CBS doesn't make it look good for whomever did get shot. I noticed they've changed it again. My friend who did watch the episode told me she was content with who it was. But with her, I can never tell whether or not that's a good thing. I just know I'm not going to be able to sleep tonight and I'll dream if I do. Tomorrow I think I'm going to cry.

I may not have to work on Friday! WOOHOO!